did u have a nice cny..?

mine was great.. =D

my brothers..
**sunnies.. i got TWO brothers okie..





i look 5 months pregnant in this pic.. =X



cousins.. =)







every year, it's the same..

once all the annual drinkin khakis arrived, we exercise our livers..

(it's only on cny that ALL of us managed to meet up together..)

we drink & eat alot.. & i mean ALOT..

on chu yi (by evenin 8++) .. we have finished 2 bottles of martell & at least 24 cans of tiger beer..

we got no mixers so we have no choice but to drink either with water or neat.. (up to individual's choice)

only the young ones get the "mixers" which is chrysanthemum tea.. =X

we had lots of laughters playin all the games..

it was great great great fun..!!







the second day we decided to be healthier..

so we suggested drinkin water instead of beer..

see the 2 bottles of water..?



we spilt into 2 groups & compete to see which group will finish the bottle of water first..

the loser team will have to drink a can of beer..

by the second round.. all of us were so bloated that we ALL went to the toilets to vomit water liao.. *haahaa*

& we decided it is a silly game to play..



we sticked to playin our usual games & drinkin instead..

taken on chu er..

the drinkin family..!! (not everyone is in the pic though.. 3 to be exact)





one cousin suggested occasional drinkin sessions durin the weekends.. & not always wait till cny before all of us get to meet up together..

everyone is enthusiastic about the idea..

we just have to put in some effort & make time for each other..

i do hope to see & have fun with them more often.. =)

datz all~

later i'm goin to do my nails.. meet jw.. & in the evenin meet my sunnies for reunion dinner..

now, i'm goin to read my "eclipse"..

good nightz..

*muackz*


i slept very early last night coz i was really tired..

at 4plus in the mornin.. i woke up & went to have a walk around the neighbourhood..

there were shinnin stars in the still dark, pretty sky..

with very few people around, it was quiet and peaceful..

i walked aimlessly while listenin to 93.3 on my handphone..

i like the feelin..

unknowinly, i came to my destination..

i finally reached home at 6am..

climbed into bed.. read a chapter of "Eclipse" and decided to head to lala land.. =)

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last week, i came across this website with an interestin name..

it's www.exboyfriendjewelry.com

the tagline catches my attention..

"You Don't Want It.. He Can't Have It Back.." *hee*

i spent like an hour on the website..

not because i wanna buy any of the jewelleries.. but because..

together with the items on sale, there are stories on what led to the breakup..

& they're a pretty interestin read..

before i go.. got somethin to share..

just for laughs..

**
Female reporter was interviewin a farmer regardin Mad Cow Disease..

Reporter: Sir, would u like to comment about the Mad Cow Disease?

Farmer: Lady, do u know the cow and bull only have sex once a year?

Reporter: Sir, i respect your comment but we are currently filmin the programme for Mad Cow Disease only..

Farmer: Do u know we squeeze cows' breast for milk 4 times a day = 1460 times a year?

Reporter: *gettin angry* But what has it got to do with Mad Cow Disease?

Farmer: Lady, if i squeeze your breasts 4 times a day = 1460 times a year but u only get sex once a year.. WILL U BE MAD?

*haahaa*

datz all~

off to meet pea & ky liao..

*muackz*

have a great weekend!!




here i m.. gettin all ready & waitin for the "wake up call" by the hotel..

as the minutes tickled by.. there is still no call..

usually they are quite on time..

but 10 minutes have past liao..

so i decided to check the time again..

& yesh.. u got it right..

silly me got the timin mixed up..

so i m an hour earlier.. well.. it beats seein the time an hour later right..

actually i m so excited to be back home..

i don't know what's wrong with me in the afternoon..

how can i not feel happy..

i miss my ba gua~~~~ *drools*

& i got lots to catch up with my cousin..

i can't wait to be back..!

*muackz*


YY not feelin very happy..

even goin home soon liao after so many days didn't cheer me up..

but i know seein my friends & family will make me feel better..! =)

i want to talk to someone.. yet i don't feel like talkin..

i just wanna rot away.. sit down & stone..

alot of thoughts are in my mind & i thought of alot of things but i don't know what am i thinkin of..

i feel unhappy.. i feel sad.. i feel like cryin..


r says:

u love him actually..
if u be with ben.. give him the security.. a simple sms makes alot of difference..
with your friendly and outgoin character.. your bf will feel very insecure..
i endure it for so many years already..
last time u love me.. no matter what u still stubbornly love me..
now that u don't love me.. u will also be stubborn about it..

b says:

u don't love me at all..
u should go back to him..
i told my friends.. u know what they say.. they say u still love him alot.. ask me to let go..
u very happy seein me sad.. u wanna take revenge for the girls i hurt?
just let me go.. i am hurt enough..
i am just a sub to u.. u never love me at all..


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no one listens to what i say..

they choose to believe what they want to..

esp the stupid b..

& i feel like a broken record..

because after i tell one "he is not like that de person".. soon after.. i tell the other the same thing..

& i m always repeatin my words..

but did anyone actually listen to what i've already said..

i m tired..

so so tired..


it's snowin today..

& i think i made r's heart snowed today as well.. =(

it always makes me feel alittle sad when i know i made him sad..

he asked me a question about a shoutout i posted..

i didn't want to lie..

he sent me somethin.. but i can't listen to it as i do not have the programme..

i wonder what is it..

before i end my post and head to bed..



lookin at this.. you know where i m.. *hee*





new buy..



look at the prints..! *hen ke ai neh*



happy that i bought it.. =D



goin to sleep liao..

night nightz..

*muackz*


was talkin to my cousin who is one year older than me, online now..

am SO happy to hear that she is finally attached..!!

i drifted in & out of relationships.. complicated friendships.. whatever u call it..

she remained single..

she strongly believe in findin the one, or at least she tries to find the one who will be her first boyfriend cum hubby..

the boyfriend did mention somethin about marriage but she told me it won't be in another at least 2 years..

they knew each other for some time liao..

can tell they like each other lar.. but no one wanna open their golden mouths.. in fear of rejection maybe? thinkin if each likes the other or is it they think too much into the other's party actions..

so yes.. i m so very glad they are finally together..

& i do hope they will really get married one day..

the single me is still, so very hopeful in love..

my Mr Right will appear soon.. very soon i hope.. =)

datz all~

*muackz*


ky passed me the 2 books liao..

but here am i in frankfurt.. without the books..

coz i can't remember where i kept them..

i meant to ask my mum but i forgot & i left home without them.. *argh*

went chinatown with b some time back..

surprisingly it wasn't crowded..

i guess with all the talks about the bad economy.. people are cuttin back their expenses in case they got retrenched after chinese new year.. or maybe people are not gettin their expected amount of bonuses..

anyway..

i really controlled myself & managed to force myself to choose 4 out of the many cutie cows.. (i love cows u know?)







from people who loves me.. *haahaa*







inside are..





no no.. it's not duck.. egg tarts are what's inside..

by the way i didn't know pi pa is guitar.. i thought guitar is ji ta..



supposed to have 6..

but 3 were eaten while gy & pea & i were chit chattin..

i ate 1 & gy ate 2.. TO SHOW THAT HE MEANT IT WHEN HE SAID THEY'RE NICE.. *wOw* haahaa..



these are my belated pressies from dua bee..

the penguins socks are sooo cute!





ex batchie, shawn also gave me a lunch treat at NYDC..
av treated me & kg to waruku lunch..
& kim told us not to return him money for the bottle we opened & finished at dragonfly..

so, i must start savin money & give them a treat back liao..

i collected my new uniforms after months of waitin..

they were FITTIN..

i can't afford to gain an ounce of fats coz they are not able to fit in!

i finally got my new handphone..

though everyone says it's so not me.. (even i think so as well) but i still love it..







i have sent my Samsung U700 for repair & will give it to my cab uncle when it's ready..

the person was so nice to ask if i prefer them to send it to my house or i would like to come down to collect it.. *IMPRESSED*

xl with her wide eyes, "how come when i sent mine for repair, the person never ask.. so unfair.." *haahaa*

but i choose to collect it myself..

i mean.. handphone is already bein repaired foc.. don't waste their $$ on courier.. & most proberly no one is at home too.. so why waste the effort..

i was so sick yesterday that i thought i was dyin..

i felt so weak..

i kept on vomittin but nothin came out coz i had not eaten anythin..

i was shiverin badly & i feel like vomittin from time to time that i camped in the toilet with two duvets wrapped around me, for quite some time..

colleagues were really great.. i feel so grateful..

they don't even let me walked out, sayin i got no strength..

& they called for a wheelchair for me..

i thought it's really gonna be a wheelchair.. but it turns out not..

it's like a buggy car..

but still, it's my first time sittin on it.. *keke*

& lunch was bought & brought to me today..

unfortunately, one of my colleagues fell really sick..

tremblin badly as well..

i guessed i passed it to him.. =X

& i feel so bad..

especially coz he came to cover my duties & asked me to go take a rest.. otherwise he would not have fallen sick as we worked too far apart for me to pass the illness to him..

off to new york tomorrow..

it's freakin minus eight degrees..

enjoy your weekend..

*muackz*


6 months have past since r & i broke up..

when r & i broke up.. i was very sad..

& then b appeared..

he was my poly friend.. & he lives very near me..

in the past we always went for supper together & i feel very comfortable even though we did not know each other for very long..

we slowly lost contact when he entered NS..

weeks before r & i broke up.. he msged me..

we went out for supper again..

initially i did not tell him about my relationship's problems..

until r & i broke up..

b knew that i was very sad.. & since he is clearin his NS leave.. he had alot of free time..

i cried to him.. & told him how sad i was.. how our our r.ship changes as the years pass etc..

i would ask him to accompany me run my errands.. like accompany me go ntuc buy things then go home.. or eat lunch with me..

sometimes when i can't sleep i would ask him bring me out for supper etc..

then i knew that he likes me..

r knew about his existance too..

as i spent more time with my friends & b.. i felt better..

but everytime i met r.. everythin crashes down again..

each time we meet up.. i would cry after that..

& b would console me..

i was dead drunk a couple of times..

though pissed.. b would come n pick me up & send me home..

but as time passes.. i really felt better..

r did not come into my mind every now & then le..

i thought of him lesser & lesser..

some things still remind me of the funny things we did together.. but i no longer feel sad..

at the same time.. i was spendin alot of time with b..

he was treatin me very nicely..

he asked me to be his gf.. but i rejected..

but he continued to be nice.. to be there for me..

i started to like him.. not alot.. but more than friends..

i would make me buy food to my house because i was lazy to go out.. or asked him to my house to help me pack luggage..

then i did like b more..

though not enough to be in a relationship.. or should i say not enough to hurt r by enterin into another relationship..

we were very close.. yet not a couple.. it's complicated..

his family thought i'm his gf.. we didn't bother to explain too..

very soon, before i knew it, half a year has past..

b told me all this while he felt that my heart still got someone else & that is r.. even though i said i like him.. he can never feel it..

initially when r & i broke up.. i believed we would patch back one day..

but as time passes.. this "belief" faded off..

anyway b & i are not contactin anymore..

he said he felt like a substitute for r..
he said i always wanted to protect r's feelings & choose to hurt him instead..
he said i should use e time to think who i really want..
he said he can feel i m very confused.. & he is very "xin ku" coz he knows no matter what he do, he will never be e one in my heart & he tried his best le..

i told him i did not treat him as a substitue.. the two of them are very different.. he replied, "yes..the biggest difference is that he is in your heart but i am not.."

haiz.. i really hope one day we will be friends again..

r says he can feel that i don't love him le.. he really will stop gamblin.. he just needs me to believe him one more time.. give him another chance.. he will let me love him back de..

*sigh*

i just want to be alone for awhile..


yy is sick..

again.. =(

feelin so cold..

i need a hug.. =<


many of the people around me seem not to like year 2008..

for me, it's not too bad even though "small tree" left his koala le..

2008 is the year ~ i finished returnin a 11k debt..
~ js lao ba found me a lao ma..
~ jk left her baddie guy..
~ i went for my first overseas trip with sillies..
~ i first played with firecrackers.. *hee*
~ sandra & i cleared some of our little misunderstandin & became close again..
~ jw got me a birthday gift in the 9 years i've known him..
~ i had the fun-est birthday celebration with the sillies..

i have these reasons to smile when i looked back at year 2008..

apparantly, many believed that year 2009 is not a good year for the ox.. but i m still hopin for a great year ahead.. =)

now, i shall upload the 2008 pics that i owe..

the 7 gifts (of the 23) which we owe pea + my birthday celebration with the sillies (minus js who is in taiwan)..

pics for taiwan trip gotta wait.. we have like thousand over pics u know.. =X

if u still remember from my previous x 10 post.. pea's 23 mini gifts from us come in the quantity of 23..

below are the remainin 7 we owed her.. *keke*

23 pages de notebook..



23 blades of grass..



a 23cm thread..



a comb with 23 teeth..



can see/guess what are these.. =P







they are 23 grains of sugar.. 23 drops of water and 23 grains of rice..

her face became more and more --_________________-- with each gift..

the rest of us (esp nor & me) had such a good laugh..

pea's look after receivin her "gifts"..



the sillies are very creative when it comes to makin pea "suffer".. hAaHaAhAa..

my birthday celebration..

theme: old school..

















the couple..



the couple to be..





happy meals..

































from nor..
**edited as per request from pea..
pea & ky contributed to my new camera as well..













from ky..





actually ky got me all 4 books.. but it was too heavy.. so he passed me 2 first..

but i am finishin "new moon".. afew more pages to go nia..

must get "eclipse" & "breakin dawn" from him soon..

ky got me 23 fererro and famous amos cookies for my birthday as well..

as for pea..

due to miscommunication.. she couldn't pass me my present on that day.. (i guessed she got me somethin online then)

& then we all are too busy to meet..

i must meet her soon to get my prezzie!! *keke*

despite their constant whinin and groanin about my birthday theme, i know they are secretly pleased with it de.. =P

datz all~

off to meet batchies liao.. =)

*muackz*

ying

YY aka birdie aka black blur bird (by NOR & PEA)
16 Dec 1985

greedy.. petty.. predictable yet unpredictable.. fickle minded.. lazy.. a glutton.. insensitive.. overly optimistic.. noisy.. stubborn.. ridiculously unreasonable.. do whatever i feel like doin.. speaks whatever that comes to my mind.. this is ME..

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her sillies & karmaR-ing with them =P
food
freedom
spendin $$
nua-ing
playin mahjong
havin fun
travellin
watchin movies
daydreamin
surprises
bullyin hui aka pea together with nor =P =p =P



lose 4kg!!
hair to grow long
watch an indian movie *keke*
a new chio chio danglin stud for my belly
skydiving
donate blood
visit an orphanage
buy mummy an expensive watch for her this year's birthday
go Korea with sillies
go Hawaii
go Las Vegas
visit the Six Flags Magic Mountain theme park in LA

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